One bad thought and down the rabbit hole I go.
Darkness.
I fell into a pit of misery, self-doubt and lies.
I begin to sink into it like quicksand.
I see no way out.
Fear kicks into overdrive.
Sharp objects surround me.
Should I just end it because I see no way out?
Should I hold on to hope that I will find my way out?
Decisions, decisions.
I let the negative thoughts fester like a septic wound.
With every passing moment, the likelihood of survival plummets.
The darkness becomes alluring, seducing my mind.
My thoughts approach the point of no return.
Suddenly, I begin to have visions.
Visions of those I love unconditionally.
Light.
I feel the pain they would feel if I let this be my demise.
If I gave up, without a fight.
Then I did the unthinkable…
I called out for help.
And just like that, I was saved.
